and i belong to you...

It's like I finally figure things out when somebody blindfolded me and spun me around and set me lose. I'm just completely lost.

silver lining

there are going to be events that happen in life that we never expected but we must learn to move on for the hope of a better future

If it wasn't for the strength you have taught us to hold these past few weeks, we would be lost and drowning, never being able to move on.

The Settlement

Seven years.

He is banned, expelled, trespassed for 7 years from our university. He was only three months away from a December graduation. Is there a bit of guilt in that we prevented that? Perhaps, but he should have thought of this before.

For the next seven years I can feel more secure in my enviornment. By the time I gradute from the Master's program here there will still be time to spare. He has no reason to stay around anymore.

We are free Emily, free.

Just to Feel

Do you dream, that the world will know your name
So tell me your name
Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?
I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside
I wanna feel I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive
To know I'm alive



Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon



Do you believe, in the day that you were born
Tell me do you believe?
Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life



Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon



This is to one last day in the shadows
And to know a brother's love
This is to New York City angels
And the rivers of our blood
This is to all of us, to all of us



Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know
If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go
Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon
Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon

You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies
And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side
But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know,

No I don't wanna know
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying
Don't tell me if I'm dying

I'm a fighter, and fighters don't let people like you define them. Cowards who take, deceive and lie. I wonder how you live with yourself. I tried to have compassion, understanding for the situation, but this is not the first time. Pitiful. Really. I will not give up; I will pour my anger into something positive. I will not be afraid! I have more on my side than you ever will. I'm here to change in world, the laws that are letting you slip away and help your manipulative nature. It's time for you to fear me.