Today I have been able to end a chapter I have been dragging out for some time. I patiently waited, I kept writing, filling the pages with hopeful words and woes, of long nights talking with the girls, planning our encounter, but I have run out of paper devoted to you. I will not regret forgetting to keep in touch from now on. I made an effort to save something, searching frantically for something, but it was never there and that was my downfall; trying to find answers where there were none.
I am not the stupid girl, filling her head with silly dreams of a neverland, I have realized I need to out grow that part of life. I'm ending it by ending this chapter. You will no longer fill the space in my blog, the silly song quotes i post in my facebook status, hoping you see it's for you.
I do not want to be you.
Your side of the grass is not greener.
And I will no longer answer you calls.
You never took my hand, so I'm jumping off and leaving you behind.
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I have recently come to a similar, but somewhat different revelation in my own life. He will no longer haunt my every thought, and my own hopeful words and woes will no longer fill pages and pages of paper. I will let him become the person that I always knew deep down that he should be... without me.
I finally believe that I can move on with my life - and it's great to know that I'm not the only one. Thanks.
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